talking to dione and jerrine just now made me feel so much better inside (: then that phonecall to mel was loveee i tell you. hahaha. it just amazes me how much mel can guess what i'm feeling or what i did with just one sentence from me. i miss that girl so much ): it feels like i'm missing a part of me.

today was a miserable day ): stayed in bed sick. i'm a sick kitten. sighs. got up to do my essay -.- and that's all i've been doing ever since. thank goodness i cooked porridge last night, so i just left it my rice cooker and had it today with my nai nai (((: i miss my mummy and yet ): haha. i wish i had someone to take care of me on days like these. but i can't find the ability to tell ppl i'm sick and i hope they can come look after me -.- makes me feel useless. haha, oxymoronic i know. ah wells.

i realise i've always been good at taking care of other ppl, but never quite so after myself. sad case only -.-

lardeedum. coughing my lungs out ain't fun ):

part of me is telling myself that there is no point of longing after what's back in spore. cos everything is impossible from such a distance. i'm trying to keep my focus only on london. and hoping that i can find or have found my happiness/comfort here.

i can't wait for paris (((: i've been waiting for this for forever. i do hope i get well by then.

sighs. its back to essays now ): sad ass weekend. ooh but highlight was the temasek forum where i got to meet christoper de souza again :D heheee, i'd love to go back to lee & lee to do my summer internship. fun fun :D